Showing posts with label observations. Show all posts
Showing posts with label observations. Show all posts

Monday, July 9, 2012

A summer sit

Lost in the haze of thought.
Hot.
Sweaty.
Mosquitos bite me.
Cicadas deafen me.
The yellow jackets buzz at my feet.
I wonder if trusting them to not bite will suffice.
An edge of uncertainty...
I blow a mosquito off my arm.
A pine cone falls to the ground.
Where is the water?
Where is the rain?
Lightening bugs flash yellow.
Dusk approaches.
Sweat upon my brow.
My butt hurts. Shifting seems impossible.
Teetering on the edge of enjoying myself and discomfort.
In winter when I was dressed in my snow suit I wondered what summer would feel like.
I have no tangible memory of the cold.
It was just cold. 
There are no words to describe it.
Winter has faded away.
Yet, here I sit again begging the seasons to teach me more.
My mind drifts into the lostness that is thought...
Two Red bellied woodpeckers call out through the quiet.
Through the pines.
On the warm breeze.
They let the other know where they are.
"I" know where they are.
The warbler sings in the tree tops.
My mind returns to the surface of the here and now.
It comes up for air.
The beauty of the sit spot.
I shift.
I adjust.
I sit.

Written 7/7/12 (day 218)

Friday, August 5, 2011

Observation Medication 8/5/11

Today, I want to talk about noise and humans.

Tuesday morning, I headed outside for my normal morning routine to feed the cats (we have 4) and the chickens.  When I walked out the door, I heard the sound of a chain saw very near by.  My mind started spiraling into fear that the land near ours was being logged again or the neighbors had finally decided and got permits to build something on the land that butts up to ours. 

At one time, there was some talk of a warehouse to store chemicals.  It should come as no shock to you that we don't want that near our home.  Thus far, there has been no sign of it, but whenever I hear noise like a chain saw coming from somewhere close to us, my head immediately goes there.

When the kids were just babies we laid in bed and watched the land next to ours being logged.  It was, by far, one the most violent things I have ever seen.  They had no compassion for the land that was being torn and up rooted.  I hope to never have to be witness to that again.  It sounds so dramatic, but I am certain logging can be done without destroying everything in the path of the tractors. 


That land is still recovering.  It is thick with briars and poison ivy and slowly but surely the trees are beginning to reach for the sky.  It takes land a very long time to recover from being logged.  I walk by it every day when I am walking Pepper and I am watching it make the effort to be a healthy wood once again.

I couldn't see the folks with the chainsaws, so I came inside and kept my fingers crossed it was the power company working on the swath of land they own just up the road from us.


I continued on with my day trying to not concern myself with all the noise, but then the sound of tractors began to grow closer and Pepper was getting antsy to investigate.  I decided to take her for a walk and in my own yard - well not quite my yard, but behind my grandmothers house, were tractors and chain saws.  I had no idea what was going on.

I gave my grandmother a call as she is the neighborhood investigator (she always seems to have the low down on what's going on around us) and she told me the power company was cutting all the limbs and trees away from the power lines.

Whew!  Relief.  


So, what does all this have to do with my observations?

Well, Pepper and I proceeded into the woods for our daily walk and they were silent.

There were no bird calls, no squirrels running to and fro.  Even the trees seemed to be standing perfectly still.  Everything was quiet except the awful noise of the chainsaw and tractors.  I guess the life in the woods was afraid that the humans were coming to take their homes again.


We live on a highway, so there is always noise pollution when I am in the woods, but the life back there doesn't seem too troubled by it.  There are always pretty songs being sung and much life running to and fro in the tree tops.  We frequently see deer and I know there is a rather large raccoon nest just off my path.  There is the occasional big truck that makes a lot of noise that quiets all the life or a plane goes over and the birds stop singing until they are sure it has passed. 

I often think about all the noise that humans make with all of our technology and machines and wonder what the "natural" world thinks of it. 

Tuesday, there was so much noise from the tractors and chain saws it was hard to simply enjoy being in the woods.  Pepper ran off into the brambles and I worried whether she would be able to hear me call her over the racket? 


I am grateful for the technology we have as humans and for all the machinery we have.  I know we all benefit from it - we have roads that take us to and from, we have computers that I can type out my words on, refrigerators that keep our food cool, so many luxuries we take for granted. 

I simply wish we were more conscientious about how we use it.

I wish our development and ways of building and producing were more in line with how nature does it. 

You know the adage, do no harm...

I think we can have the best of both worlds with a little effort on our part and a lot more respect for the earth that provides us with so much goodness. We should make more of an effort to remember that this place we abuse is what we call home and without it we wouldn't continue to exist.


If we spent a little more effort to protect it and work with it, then we might all be a little happier and less stressed.  The simple act of paying attention to what you are doing and doing it well can bring immense joy and couple that with a little mindfulness in our work and we have a recipe for helping to heal our planet and finding our way back to our connection to the source from which we come. 

I seem to be on a roll lately with the soapboxes.

The way I see it, I am a passionate person trying to be the change I want to see in the world.

My challenge for you is to sit quietly - you can even do it inside - turn off your tv, radio, computer, mp3 players and simply be quiet for one hour and listen to the sounds that you hear.  I'm not saying meditate unless you want to, just be quiet.  Read a book, draw a picture, something that doesn't require technology (unless of course reading means using your Nook just turn off the pandora station.)

I bet you will hear a few different bird calls, maybe some bees buzzing, cicada's singing.  Who knows!  Try it and see.  The only thing you lose is... well, from my perspective you only stand to gain from it.

See you on Monday!  (Unless of course you are heading out to FloorSpace to the opening reception tonight and if you are then I will look forward to seeing you there!

Friday, July 29, 2011

Observation Medication 7/29/11

First off, I want to thank India for helping me out with these photos.  I had a long day of work today and she edited them for me and got them ready for this post.  It was a big help, so thank you.


This week, I noticed the light is beginning to change and the days are beginning to shorten, but it is still HOT.  It won't be too much longer now.  The nights are beginning to have a tinge of hope to them as fall approaches.

AND I'm still thinking about the rain a lot. 
I was sitting on the front porch last night listening to the song the cicadas sing and Fred, the rooster, wishing the big rain cloud over my head would just burst.  I was praying for gravity to work its magic and let some drops of precious water fall to the earth, but alas... no rain.  


Summers are always dry in Georgia.  Winters are always wet.  We complain in the summer when there isn't rain and in winter we wish it would stop.  

I once heard a wise person say we should try not to complain about the weather because it's never perfect and we always want something different than what we are having.  We should be grateful we are having weather.

Such simple truth. Wish I remembered who said it to me.

I guess I should work on my attitude towards the heat.


Humans talk about the weather all the time. 

Isn't it a funny phenomenon? 

When we can't think of anything else to talk about there is always the weather.  It's the most unpredictable thing most of us have in our lives that we can wrap our heads around - and here I am... talking about the weather, when what I really want to tell you about are:

Cedar Trees


I want to learn to recognize the different trees in our woods so I can learn their cycles too.

There are obviously easy trees like the cedars which is my starting point, but as I was reading up on them last night for this post I discovered the trees we call Eastern Red Cedars are not cedars at all - they are actually junipers.  Did you know that?



The bark is reddish brown and peels or shreds off the tree.  

They are considered pioneer trees, meaning after a fire or when land is recovering from a disturbance -  be it natural or man made these trees are some of the first to grow.  Pioneer trees are not as shade tolerant as other species so they grow first and provide an environment in the landscape for the second succession of trees. The second succession of trees are more shade tolerant and slower to grow than pioneer trees.  Pine trees are another example of pioneer trees.

There are a few critters that eat young cedar trees like the white tailed deer and rabbits, but it is better known for the food its berries and cones provide to birds and other small critters - especially in winter.


Cedar is a wood often used for its durability. It is used for fence posts, furniture, and its insect repelling abilities. (I keep a little cedar in my yarn stash and clothing drawers and especially around my fabric stash.  It helps keeps my clothes smelling good and the moths from eating the fabric and fibers.)


Through out history people have understood the many uses of cedar and have chosen not to burn it as fire wood because it would be a waste of good lumber. 

In the far east, cedar is referred to as "deodar" which is derived from the sanskrit word "devdar" which means lumber of the gods.

It is also associated with being the home of many gods.  It was used in ceremonies for purification, cleansing, healing, and protection.  Burning it or the oil is supposed to help with interpreting your own inner voice and to promote peaceful thoughts.

There are hundreds of stories through out history that mention cedars and their connection to humans and life.   In almost every religion they are mentioned at some point.  I read so much information about them in stories it is all running together in my head.


So, here are two stories I liked if you want to read them:
The Legend of the Cedar Tree
Origin of Fire (has music so turn volume down, but great story)


Personally, I love how it smells and use it often in my oil diffuser as well as my bath water and will appreciate it a little more each time I walk past it in the woods and remember to be grateful for all it provides us with.

Take care and I will see you on Monday!


Friday, July 22, 2011

Observation Medication 7/22/11

 This week I have managed to get outside a little more.  We got a nice little reprieve from the heat with some sweet and much needed rain, but with the rain continues the humidity.  Ahhh.... Georgia summers.

I have decided to get over the heat for my mental well-being.  When I don't take the time to walk in the woods and get outside I miss so much that is happening and I slip into disconnect a little too easily.  So, I am making myself get out and get over it.

Walking in the woods the other night.  Jason noticed a tree where deer may have rutted.  We looked for signs of fur, but there weren't any.  I, being the naturally curious person that I am, looked it up to see when deer rut and why. (Though I was pretty sure I knew why.)  

http://www.rgisbc.com/Deer.html
 Deer typically rut in Autumn and it is definitely not autumn in Georgia yet, so these marks were probably from last year and we just noticed them this year.  The place where a deer ruts on a tree is called a rub and they rut to leave behind their scent for females.  The thing I found most interesting about rutting when reading about it was that male deer are generally pretty weak after rutting.  I guess all the noise and energy they use to get the ladies to pay them attention wears them out. 

http://www.flickr.com/photos/hard-rain/298253000/
Something else I have noticed this week (well, really last week) was the yellow finches have shown up in the yard.  

They are so sweet and so tiny.  

http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/American_Goldfinch/id

They are chowing down on the seed heads from the purple cone flowers and black eyed susans in the yard.

We used to have nanking cherries in the front yard and we would have just tons of them every summer, but the nankin cherries outgrew their home in the front yard and have gone to live in other areas of the yard and other gardens.  

http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/American_Goldfinch/id
 In reading about finches it says they show up in Spring and Early Summer, and I guess mid-July may still be considered early summer, but I'm just now seeing them in the yard and I don't remember them being around in Spring.  What about your yards?

They always catch my eye because they are such sweet little birds and I love watching them.

http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/American_Goldfinch/id
I've also been hearing more of the mourning doves sad call more in the mornings when I am outside feeding the chickens.  

http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/Mourning_Dove/id
 I have to listen hard since our rooster, Fred, lets me know repeatedly I'm in the chicken pen - as though I don't already know that!  Silly bird.  

http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/Mourning_Dove/id

This morning I actually was able to sit and watch it sing for a few minutes before Fred started.  Such a sad mournful song they sing, yet it speaks so deeply to my heart.

http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/Mourning_Dove/id

Lastly, I've really noticed - I mean how can you not? - the cicada's song.  

http://www.ent.iastate.edu/imagegal/homoptera/cicada/17yrcicada.html

They chirp morning, day, and night.  

I know to some it is pure heresy to say I love it, so if you are one of those people just remember I am a nature lover and forgive me because I do!

http://web.utk.edu/~extepp/profiles/insects/homelg/cicada.htm

 It's so LOUD, but it brings back the feelings I had as a child in summer and the taste of childhood joy.  

They have just started singing most of the day.  It wasn't that long ago they were just gearing up from time to time when I was out in the woods and now no matter where I go in the yard I can hear them. 

http://www.whatsthatbug.com/2007/09/29/cicada-exoskeleton/

In some cultures, Cicada's are considered a sign of rebirth.  I guess this is because they live underground and then emerge. You know, some can live under ground for up to 17 years?  I wonder if there are other insects that live that long - in any stage.  Guess I will have to go look that up!

Have you noticed anything interesting in nature this week?

Friday, July 15, 2011

Observation Medication 7/15/11

WHEW!  It is HOT! 

I'm going to be honest today and tell you I haven't been outside much. 

Maybe it is aging, maybe it is global warming...

I don't know what it is, but it is just hot and I am not enjoying it.

What I am enjoying is the bounty that is coming from the garden.



Jason made pickles on Sunday from our cucumbers.



I have started freezing the green beans as they come in from the garden.

Jason's grandfather has assured me when his lima beans start coming in I can come over there and pick all we want.  (Kalib will be thrilled)



I'm hoping to can some tomatoes this weekend.  (There is nothing like opening a jar of homegrown diced tomatoes for soup when it is wet and cold outside or making fresh salsa from tomatoes that have flavor rather than from out of season tomatoes.)



We have a watermelon on the vine. (YUMMMMYYYY!!!!) Hopefully more to come.  We made Watermelon and cantelope juice last year and it was delicious.  You just puree it and then strain it if you don't like pulp.  You can add sparkling water to it if you want a little fizz too.  Talk about refreshing a sweet.  MMMMM makes my mouth water just thinking about it.



I've got the ingredients for fresh pesto on my grocery list, so I'll be making some pesto to freeze sometime during the week.  (You know, in all the spare time I have.)

We've (well, Kalib) has started taking clippings from the herbs we use in teas and cooking and they are starting to dry for us to save for the year.

My kitchen is in a constant state of MESS, but its a good mess and one I can definitely live with and enjoy.

Fresh vegetables?



OH! YES!!!! 

And best of all, we've been able to share our abundance with friends!

I grew up eating fresh vegetables or canned vegetables from the garden, so to have them flowing through my home to feed my children brings me immense pleasure and satisfaction. I hope it makes my parents feel good to know their love of growing food when I was a kid has filtered down through me. 



I appreciate the work that goes into growing good food and my taste buds appreciate it even more. 

There are few things in this world as good as a ripe tomato straight off the vine.

We've got to make some plans to go pick blueberries!  Blue berry pie in winter?  PLEASE!!!!



One day, all these blue berries Jason has around here are going to really begin bearing fruit and we are going to be covered up in blue berries.  I say, bring it on!

Have a great weekend.

Try to stay cool and hydrated! 

See you  on Monday!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Observation Medication 7/8/11

This week my observations have turned to water.  

photo credit: http://cindrellaforever.blogspot.com/2011/04/rainmy-special-love.html


In Georgia, during the summer, rain gives us a break from the heat and humidity.

The humid air draws the sweat from our bodies.  Which then causes the dust to stick to our skin. 

The air feels thick because it is.

We hear thunder in the distance and we begin to crave the rain.


It stays on our minds.

We long for it.

We pray for it.

photo credit: http://theshopatvictoriagardens.blogspot.com/2010/07/rain.html


I was laying in bed last night listening to the thunder off in the distance.

It brought my thoughts to the rain and the effect it has on me.

photo credit: http://duckburg-gazette.blogspot.com/2007/12/rain-we-got-some-much-needed-rain-last.html

In the winter, the rain drains me.  I want it to go away.

Downpour after downpour keeps us even more inward because it cold and wet and who wants to get out in that?

In the summer, I love the rain.

I beg the skies to let it fall to us (without the violent thunderstorms)

photo credit: http://sands7.wordpress.com/2007/05/page/2/

I love the smell of the damp.

Since I was a little girl I have loved mud puddles and playing in the rain.

You will seldom see me with an umbrella as I almost always prefer to walk in the rain.

photo credit: http://tallgreengrass.wordpress.com/2011/05/19/rain/

A good summer rain brings chills to the skin.

Every time a rain drop hits my skin it surprises me.

It's like I never expected it even though I know it is raining.

It still sends a shock wave through my body stimulating my senses until the next one hits.

I love the sound of the rain dripping off the leaves of trees as they drop down leaf by leaf the the ground.

photo credit: http://7art-screensavers.com/free-clipart/7art-00002_big-leaf-rain-drop.shtml


Walking in the woods right after a big heavy rain is my favorite time to be in the woods.  It is a different backdrop to the bird song and the birds have to sing louder to be heard over the drops.  Yet, somehow it is still so quiet you could hear a pin drop.

After a good rain, I love how fresh everything smells and looks.

The plants stand tall and proud when the sun comes back out - replenished. 

The fruit in the garden ripen before your eyes.

photo credit: http://www.psxextreme.com/ps3-wallpapers/788.html


Remember after a good summer shower to look up.  The possibility of a rainbow is much higher in the summer since the sun never truly hides behind the clouds for long and who doesn't feel full of joy seeing a rainbow?

Have a good weekend!  

I will see you on Monday!